There’s something creepy crawling inside me.No, it’s not a ghost. It’s worse.It’s slowly eating away at my emotions, empathy, and will to feel.I think it started small – a moment here, a moment there.A forgotten phone call. A hug that didn’t land. A message left on read. And now?I feel… NOTHING.Yes, I’m NUMB. No, I’m…
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Window Shopping
Through virtual windows, I peer and swipe,A catalogue of men, each prototype.No vows, no bonds, no legal decree,Just endless aisles of “What could be.” Migrating birds, they flit and roam,No nesting hearts, no solid home.Loyalty? A fleeting disguise,Lost in the glare of pixelated skies. Grindr’s ping, a digital bell,Announces sales of lust to sell.Swipe left,…
The Year it Was: 2024
As 2024 draws to a close, I sit quietly with a cup of coffee. I reflect on the months gone by. If I had to summarize this year, it would be difficult to express everything openly. There’s a whirlwind of emotions, and my thoughts feel tangled, like fairy lights after a long year in storage….
All of Us Strangers
The idea of six degrees of separation is enchanting. This thought suggests any two people in the world are connected through just six acquaintances. It suggests that the world may feel vast. Still, we’re only a few handshakes away from one another. Yet, within this comforting notion lies a quiet question: what about the people…
Embracing Bad Luck: The Art of Pivoting
I once caught a line from a movie that really stuck with me: “It’s one of the benefits of bad luck. It teaches you to pivot.” There’s definitely some truth there. Life can throw us off track, and sometimes it feels like it does so over and over again. As a middle-aged Indian gay man,…
I Am Your Gay Best Friend
Do you even realise how lucky you are? Like, seriously. Having a Gay Best Friend (GBF) is like winning the friendship lottery. It’s all glitter, sass, and a dash of emotional support you never knew you needed. First things first, I’m a multitasking wizard. One minute, I’m giving you life-changing advice while I’m sober, and…
Born Free Yet Caged by the Society
Hey there, Awesome folks! I’m Ankur, a middle-aged guy from New Delhi. My life is all about making films, travelling, taking photos, telling stories, and irritating my partner. But beyond the cool pictures and exciting tales, there’s a deeper story—the journey of being gay in India. Today, I want to share a bit of that…
Happy Father’s Day!
Father’s Day brings on a whole jumble of feelings, each one a real mixed bag. My old man and I’ve had quite an unconventional relationship. It’s been a real rollercoaster ride – nothing like your typical father-son story. When I was a kid, my dad was my hero, someone I looked up to like he…
The Unbuttoned Shirt
There’s something irresistibly captivating about a man with an unbuttoned shirt. The way the fabric drapes casually, teasing me with glimpses of what lies beneath, ignites a primal fire within me. I vividly recall a scorching summer day when the air clung to my skin and the city simmered in lazy heat. That’s when I…
Shackled Closet
Hey there, the lovely person reading this, I really need to get something off my chest today. It’s a big deal for me, as I have my own biases, and I think a lot of people in the LGBTQ+ community can relate. I’ve been doing some serious thinking about what it’s like to be stuck…
ANKUR MONDAL 