Last evening, at Lok Kala Manch, I revisited a younger version of myself. The play was “EK MADHAV BAUG”, written by the late Chetan Datar and organised by the Delhi-based queer collective “QConnect”. On stage stood Mona Ambegaonkar – alone, luminous, carrying an entire universe in her pauses. Eleven years ago, I watched the same…
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Why Pride, When We Are “Free”?
Yesterday, Delhi walked again. From Barakhamba Road, Connaught Place, ending at Jantar Mantar – streets I’ve walked on for years, sometimes freely, sometimes carefully. Delhi wore rainbows, slogans, and glitter. I saw familiar faces. Older activists. Survivors. People who have marched even when marching felt dangerous. But this time, the roads belonged largely to Gen…
Maybe You Just Need to Smile
I am living my life one day at a time. Some days are heavy, some days are lighter, but most days feel like I am just trying to survive. I wake up with the weight of thoughts I can’t always explain. I feel lost most of the time, searching for a path that seems invisible….
A Table for One
My heart is yellow,The thoughts are deep,A table for one,Is all I need. The world spins fast,It voices loud,But here I sit,Away from the crowd. No masks to wear,No roles to play,Just me, myself,At the end of the day. This quiet moment,So rare, so true,A space to breathe,The life renew. It’s not escape,It’s a loving…
How Much is Your Dignity Worth?
I’ve been in this industry long enough to know that dealing with difficult clients is just part of the game in advertising. You’ll always hear stories from colleagues, swap them over drinks, and sometimes even have a laugh about it later. But every now and then, you’ll come across a client who really pushes your…
I Am Your Gay Best Friend
Do you even realise how lucky you are? Like, seriously. Having a Gay Best Friend (GBF) is like winning the friendship lottery. It’s all glitter, sass, and a dash of emotional support you never knew you needed. First things first, I’m a multitasking wizard. One minute, I’m giving you life-changing advice while I’m sober, and…
Born Free Yet Caged by the Society
Hey there, Awesome folks! I’m Ankur, a middle-aged guy from New Delhi. My life is all about making films, travelling, taking photos, telling stories, and irritating my partner. But beyond the cool pictures and exciting tales, there’s a deeper story—the journey of being gay in India. Today, I want to share a bit of that…
Rediscovering the sweetness in “Sweet Dreams”
In our busy lives, we often overlook the magic of peaceful sleep and the beauty of dreams. Let’s embrace the serenity of “sweet dreams” and share warmth with others.
Unfiltered: Through the Lens of Love
Hey everyone! They say a picture is worth a thousand words, and if that’s true, then the shots taken by our dear friend Kuntal Mukherjee are like a whole novel. Each image tells the story of two souls wrapped up in a beautiful dance of love, laughter, and unwavering support. From stolen kisses to lazy…
2023: Navigating Through a Year of Transformation
The past year brought incredible highs, challenging lows, and profound realisations. Embracing change, resilience, and positivity remains crucial as we venture into a new year of growth and fulfilment.
ANKUR MONDAL 