I’ve spent over one and a half decades in agency production within the dynamic world of advertising, tackling numerous challenges. From tight deadlines to demanding clients, the fast-paced industry has always kept me on my toes. Lately, I’ve been grappling with unfamiliar feelings of uncertainty that I can’t seem to shake.
As a proud gay man with a loving partner, I’ve been feeling lost despite the love and support around me. It’s a difficult sensation to articulate – a sense of numbness that clouds my thoughts and actions. The clear path I once saw has become obscured, leaving me feeling adrift.
Some might call it a mid-life crisis, but for me, it’s more than just a fleeting moment of uncertainty – it’s a profound existential reckoning. I’m compelled to confront questions about what I truly want from life, where I see myself in the coming years, and whether I’m living authentically, both personally and professionally.
These questions weigh heavily on my mind, casting a shadow over even the brightest moments of my day. Yet, amid this darkness, I find a glimmer of hope – a small spark of resilience that refuses to be extinguished.
I know that I am not alone in this struggle. Many others have walked this same path, grappling with their own sense of purpose and identity. While the journey may be long and challenging, it’s one that we don’t have to take on alone.
To my fellow colleagues, to my LGBTQ+ community, and to anyone else who may find themselves feeling lost and adrift, know this: you are not alone. Reach out to those who love and support you, lean on them when you need to, and never underestimate the power of resilience in the face of uncertainty.
Together, we can navigate these challenging times and emerge stronger, wiser, and more resilient than ever before. Who knows? Perhaps beyond this storm, we’ll find ourselves on a path we never imagined – one filled with purpose, passion, and a renewed sense of self.

