I am scared.
I am scared of myself.
Of my mind.
Of who can see the mind I have.
I am scared.

I am scared.
I am scared to hear.
Scared to think.
Scared to be.
I am scared of me.
I am scared.
I am scared of who is in my head.
I am scared.

I am scared.
I have frightened myself.
I died.
I am blinded.
All my hopes, sanity.
I have drowned.
My heart was a loud pound.
It was a disgrace,
I was misplaced.
I got lost.
My screams would burst.

I fell and bowed.
My knees hit the cold hard ground.
My arm bleed and ran so wildly,
Cuts, Scratches, Scars, all that was just a simple song.
A melody.

I tried to smile.
I tried to laugh.
All I did was cry.
Because I failed at all my tries.

Tears streamed fast as a river.
The lightening.
The pouring rain.
It scared me more.
The pain.
Only if it drained.

Stop.
My heart skips many beats.
I wish my blankets would heat me up.
I am cold.
I am scared.
I am in love.
I am really scared.